trust?

hmm.. had a worse saturday night i could say.. botherin wif things which are settled openly.. but.. deep inside.. nah..

saturday was like sleepin the whole afternoon.. after opening door for b.. slp till noon.. wake up le.. was kindof tryin to study.. but the lecture notes seems not to be goin inside my head.. den later b went to work at ten plus.. and he was obviously veri late.. as he need to reached there by ten..

so went to meet jia yao to study.. as he workin at paragon tt night.. met him at 11.. and went to tcc.. but end up.. din realli study.. was like.. throwin him my problems.. haha.. so after tcc closed, walk up to dhoby gaught. saw zR!! and accompanied her to buy tix.. went to mac to catch up..

went to clarke quay at 3am. a nice time ya.. drinking lit.. terrible night.. having so much thoughts running through my mine.. maybe till now.. well.. met her at 6+ am.. met him later.. went home...

slp at 8+.. till afternoon wake up.. die also mux study.. haix..

din realli knoe how to do this two paper.. damn slack.. three more papers to go! haix..

sometimes.. u realli makes me wonder if u do love me.. i dont knoe.. i dun dare to ask.. or maybe i dont dare to knoe.. though u are wif me.. but is ur feelings here together too? bah..
i chose to forgive and hopefully forget.. its so difficult.. but i hope everything is worth it.. baby.. dont tell me u love me if u dont.. if u dont love me just let me go.. dont say forever if it wont happen.. dun promise me if u cant do it. all i wan is the truth from u.. and tts it..

happened to read ur bullentin.. 22may.. hmmm.. wonderin hu is tt u misses and love so much.. though is definately not me.. so like wad u admit.. u dont love me at all till the day u realli told me ur heart out.. realli hope wad u say tt night is true.. -25/05/2006-

can someone jux fuckin kill me? nah..